I dont know how to start to describe what is going through my head today. This past week as a missionary has been incredible. Miracles continue to happen every day and even though it will be hard through writing I hope that I will be able to express even a small amount of what I am feeling right now. This week has been one of the greatest of my missions so far. I am seriously on top of the world...I am on cloud nine right now and I never want this to end. I love being a missionary!
Monday...The day was spent in Zagreb running around like crazy getting Sister Burton ready to go. We seperated about 5 and I was able to go on splits with the Zagreb sisters. So I went out with Sister Walker and we went and visited 2 less active members who live in Zagreb. We had good lessons with both of them and it was fun to meet some of the other members in Croatia.
Tuesday...was another long day. Because I was companionless I spent the day in the office doing whatever they needed help with there. It was miserable...haha! But I got to go out at night with the Zagreb sisters again after transfers and stuff were finished. We taught a lesson to one of their investigators and then had English class and then we went to a Relief Society thing that the branch had. Apparently it was or is the birthday of the Relief Society so they had some speakers talking about the history of the Relief Society in the church and in Croatia.
Wednesday was another day in Zagreb. Wednesday was training day for the new missionaries. So we met with President and Sister Rowe and the APs and went over training and talking to the new missionaries kind of about what to expect, etc. It was a good meeting and then we caught a bus back to Zadar. We got home in time for Sister Bunker to unpack and then we were off to bed. Oh ya, my new companion is Sister Bunker. She is President Rowes niece and she is from Las Vegas. She just graduated BYU with a degree in nursing actually. She is great!
Thursday morning we started off the morning doing service. The Elders tracted into a guy who needed some help with yard work so I went back to my days working for the city and we spent a few hours that morning working in his yard pulling weeds. When we got home from that we did weekly planning and then we had a lesson with A. We decided that we have been focusing so much on baptism with him that we decided to talk about the gift of the Holy Ghost. A is great and already knows everything so it ends up that he teaches right alongside us. But we had a really good lesson with him talking about what it means to have the Holy Ghost with us always.
After we had a lesson with B. We have determined that she thinks that we just go around to peoples houses and pray with them and leave. When we got there she told us that she would come to church each Sunday and we could come to her house once a week and pray with her...so that is why she randomly left in the middle of both of our last lessons. We explained to her that that was not our purpose and we shared with her the Restoration. She understood it but we still arent really sure where she stands right now...
Friday morning...so the Elders have an investigator named D. He is great. Anyway he has a sister who the Elders have said for a long time that they wanted us to meet but it has never worked out. Well, D said that for one of her classes in college she has to learn to play a few songs on the piano and asked us if we could teach her. We of course said yes so on Friday morning we met with her to teach her piano. It was really good and I really think that these lessons can lead to something with her. Especially with D involved too.
After her piano lesson we had a lesson with H. She is a little miracle. She really feels the Spirit. She sees the goodness in the members and thinks of the branch as a family for her. It is really amazing. She came to the baptisms this weekend and told us that it really makes her excited for her own baptism. She recognizes the Spirit and loves the way that she feels when she is in the church. No one was more surprised than I was when I asked her to be baptized but it is for reals. Like she really is being prepared and I really think that she can be ready. She has the desire. Anyway...we watched the Restoration video with her and talked to her about the Apostasy and Joseph Smith. She told us that she believes that it happened and we told her that she needed to pray about it to find out for sure that it is true. We also gave her a baptismal calendar and talked to her about what needs to happen to help her prepare for baptism. We then had some time to go out tracting for a little bit. Nothing really came from it but it was good. I gave Sister Bunker a line in Croatian to memorize as a door approach so someone answers the door and she says that and then I take over from there. She is doing great being that she came out to the field not even knowing MTC Croatian. It has definitely been a challenge at points but she has the desire to learn and is trying really hard and she gets better every day!
We went to the church after to clean and make sure everything was ready for Saturday and then we had a lesson with S. We read Mosiah 5 with her and talked about covenants. We talked about how through the Sacrament we renew all of our covenants and not just the covenant of baptism and encouraged her to remember that as she takes the sacrament. S has an incredible mind. She knows a lot. She knows the doctrine and she has stories about everything.
Saturday...what a great day! I honestly hope that I can describe this as well as I would like to in words. We started the morning with A's baptism at 10. He had asked Sister Matosich to speak and she spoke about baptism. She shared a song that her daughter had found that reminded her of A called
One Voice. It is an EFY song by Tyler Castleton...I encourage you to try and find it and listen to it because it is amazing. Anyway...she had asked us if we could sing it as part of her talk. Well, Sister Bunker was playing the piano and I didnt want to solo it so luckily there were a few other sister missionaries who had worked with A who came to the baptism so we were all able to sing it together. It was amazing and it was perfect. My favorite part is the end of the song because it talks about the Savior how he was one person, one voice but he changed the world. After Sister Matosich spoke A was baptized! Elder Matosich baptized him and had to do it 3 times because he kept messing up the Croatian in the baptismal prayer. But third time was the charm and he got it. The grin on A's face was indescribable. He kept saying after I am really clean because I had to do it 3 times. Anyway...after he had asked me to speak on the Holy Ghost. I was stressed about it all week because of how crazy a week it was. I finally had time to prepare it on Friday morning but the minute I finished preparing the talk I knew that I wouldnt be giving it. So I got up to talk on Saturday and set my notes to the side and just talked. It wasnt perfect but I know that it was 100% from the Spirit and what needed to be said. As I got up there I completely put myself in the Lords hands and he was right there to help me through it.
After A's baptism we had a lunch at the church. We were able to talk to members, investigators, and visitors who came to the baptism and talk to them about their thoughts and feelings and explain to them what baptism is. Then we had L's baptism. We thought about having their baptisms together but after much thought we felt strongly that they needed to be seperate based on the circumstances.
Anyway...L's baptism was just as great. He only had to be baptized once because Elder Matosich had practice with the baptismal prayer. After he was baptized while we were waiting for him to change Sister Bunker and I taught the first lesson for investigators and visitors who were attending the baptismal service. It was really cool right after seeing someone make this covenant to be able to talk about how it was all possible, how it was all started, and how truth was found. The Spirit that comes from sharing the first vision is incredible and undeniable...every time.
It was a great thing to see two great, young potential missionaries enter the waters of baptism on the same day. Both of them were so prepared and so ready and are going to be a great asset to the branch and the church in Croatia.
We had an English student that came to the baptism and after the baptism I talked to her about how she felt about it and asked her if she would be interested in learning more about the church. She said yes. I told her we had time right then and that we could meet with her but she couldnt but said that Wednesday after English we can meet!
After the baptism we were able to go and see L. Her daughter actually showed up at the church just after the baptism and took us over to see her. L was so happy and so grateful that we came. We were able to have a really good lesson with her and talked to her about how Heavenly Father sees us and how he cares about us and loves us. We talked to her about the strength that comes from daily reading of the Book of Mormon and she committed to doing it daily! At the end she prayed and it was straight from her heart. It was beautiful. She really is changing.
We had English class which was good...except we only had 2 students. Im afraid our numbers for English are going to be small throughout these next coming months. We ended the night with a lesson with A. We talked to her about prayer and reviewed how we pray and what prayer was and then we talked to her about how daily prayer and scripture study are commandments. We were able to commit her to reading the Book of Mormon daily instead of like last time when she got angry with us and thought it was ridiculous that we would ask that.
Sunday was another incredible day. We had choir practice in the morning...L was the only one that came and then we had church. The highlight of the day was seeing A and L both recieve the gift of the Holy Ghost. The Spirit was without a doubt in that room. What was the greatest for me was seeing Elder Uhlig give the prayer for when L recieved the Holy Ghost. He did it in Croatian. Elder Uhlig has been out for 6 months...his Croatian is good but is not perfect. But when he gave him the Holy Ghost his Croatian was from my understanding flawless. It was a big faith builder for me because I know without a doubt that that prayer was 100% led by the Spirit and that the words came from directly from Heavenly Father.
The rest of church was great. L was there and we were able to teach her primary and we stuck with the topic and taught about the Holy Ghost.
Another miracle...D came to church! We dont know what happened that got her through the door because she hasnt come in over a year but she came. After I was talking to her and she said that she was really glad that she came. She loved it! She told multiple people, multiple times that she will be back next week. We are going to try to meet with her once a week to make sure that happens and help her to restrengthen her testimony.
After church we got caught in a rainstorm on the way home and by the time we got home we were soaking wet from head to toe...good times!
We met with a member from Varaždin named V who is in Zadar for a few weeks visiting a friend. She is having some struggles in her life right now and is having a hard time accepting them and feeling peace and comfort and seeing the love that Heavenly Father has for her. We had a really good lesson with her and helped her to start to realize that she is blessed and that Heavenly Father is aware of her and does love her.
Sunday night we ended the night with V. She is the greatest. She expressed her desire to us to serve a mission and asked us when she can start working on her papers and preparing for that. So we discussed that with her and then we worked on Personal Progress and talked about Faith with her.
This week has been an incredible week. The Spirit that has been with me and stayed with me is the greatest feeling. This week has definitely been a faith building week for me and I know that it was exactly what I needed to give me a boost of energy and boost of enthusiasm for missionary work. Witnessing these baptisms helped me to see that it really can happen. There are more people out there who are prepared, they are prepared for me to find them. The people here in Croatia, in Zadar need and deserve the Gospel and I can through the Spirit bring it to them. I love being a missionary. I love this Gospel and I know that it is true...it is the only true church on the earth. Heavenly Father lives and loves each of us. He is aware of us. We are so blessed to have the gift of the Holy Ghost, to have him with us always and to be able to feel him in our lives. As members of the church we are entitled to receive direction from Hm and we will if we live worthy of it.
I love you all and hope that you have a great week!
Volim vas!
Sestra Clark
Shoutouts!
Thanks for the emails...Dad, Mom, Jordan, Tyson, Alexa, Justin, Grandpa, Carrie, Ryan (another miracle...I got an email from all of my siblings in the same week...Im pretty sure that has only happened twice my entire mission)
Sretan Rođendan Dad!